.....

i feel like dying now
just die
self combustion, sudden mysterious heart attack
whatever
rejected by both unis
and until now no news for the appeals
my aunts are probably goading behind their phones
they've looked down on me frm the beginning
and they're right
i've proved them right
i can't even get a place
mother says to go poly
no money what ?? so what choice do i have ??
oh right i can die now
then i won't be such a burden
sucks big time man
i don't know what to do
but hope for a miracle